Tulpa.info - metaphysics

That's cool, I jumped in headfirst when I was 13 but had studied the paranormal since I learned what a poltergeist and a vampire was at age 5

there's been a shared mindscape experimental session over at Gearheart some months ago, so that was cool; from there I've been doing stuff like energy manipulation, healing, getting my 3rd eye in gear, that sort of thing

Sounds neat, I would love to try some energy work or scanning exercises some time if you are up for that

I've gotta say I'm still kind of staring out on a number of things but, yeah it's a really cool-looking kind of practice

The rabbit hole never ends and there are only more questions.

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(i think thats my favorite part)

the more you illuminate the more shadows you cast

I like that, adding it to my repretoire of "mystical shit to say"

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I have a wizard fetish and am a total dork for mystical shit tbh

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even the tacky stuff sometimes >.>

lol, I've got a bunch of such sayings

Its just fun sometimes casting the everyday in a new light can really fuck people up

oh baby you have no idea (edited)

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once you get deep enough and start getting proper theories of everything down it really shifts your views

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like, a most obvious example would be entheogens

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getting a real good proper look at the beyond is some shit, man

Entheogens? Never heard of them

spiritual experience drugs. Like, DMT, psilocybin, peyote, that kind of stuff

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LSD kind of counts, I guess

hahahaha

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Ok i gotcha just never heard the term lol

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I have had very interesting experiences with a few entheogens

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Some of them rather spiritual.

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Some...not so much so

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It's sort of hit and miss and depends entirely upon the individuals normal levels of spiritual awareness and activity

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Giving a staunch atheist LSD will have far different effects than giving a pagan or christian LSD

yeah it's good to prepare beforehand. Set up the experience

I want to try ayahuasca one day, in a proper shamanic setting and meet the mother

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Hundreds of trip reports all referring to Mother Ayahuasca that talks to them and helps them with their life problems

yeah, I did aya as basically my only experience with entheogens. Was, fantastic tbh

Sounds like mother nature to me, spiritualized and contacted through the DMT experience

was alone the whole time tho, for certain definitions of alone

I mean, statistically, what are the chances south american shamans found the TWO plants that create DMT, then allow the body to properly digest it too

yeah. Really makes one think

Out of the amazing biodiversity in the jungles? It's preposterous tbh

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Honestly, Islea loves to "see" through me when I'm using an entheogen

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Perception is key to reality usually and those things will defintely change your perception

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Do you know any other tulpas that like to get fucked up? hahahahahaha

I know cadey+girls do a lot of cool things with weed (edited)

I smoke on the regular, now that I live in oregon I mean why not?

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Helps with a bunch of different mental errata

yeah like, on the one hand I've never really had weed, on the other I kinda wory what would have been of me if I did (edited)

Tradeoffs for sure, but its not as debilitating as the media leads the populace to believe

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Weed helped open me up to empathy and being social

oh yeah, I've gotta admit I could use some of that help

Also helps with battling depression (sometimes i just don't have the willpower to force myself to feelgood)

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When I don't smoke it I'm generally cranky and irritable, or lethargic.

mmmm. Yeah I had to power through the depression without lol. Glad to see I'm on the other side currently

Not because of withdrawal, but because I was like that my whole life before i smoked it hahaha

I have a very nice book that helped me frame my depression in an actionable way

Cannabis is not for everyone but I very much enjoy its changes in perception

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My depression is a chemical imbalance

mmmm

I can play mind games all I want, the fact of the matter is that I have a seretonin/dopamine inconsistenty with nuerotypical individuals

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I prefer the side effects of cannabis as opposed to say, tardive dyskinesia from prolonged antipsychotic usage

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As well as societal conditionings regarding perception of "mentally ill" individuals (and not to mention my metaphysical involvement) I think I prefer the smell of weed to the clatter of pill bottles

oooh boy antipsychotics are just, bleh I've heard so many bad things about the stuff

Some people NEED them to function properly, like schizophrenics.

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The problem is that they alter behavior and emotions in negative ways and usually have horrible side effects

and yeah, society's perception of the mentally ill is honestly all kinds of fucked

society is fucked, friendo

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Thats why Iwant to dig a hole in teh desert and live in it in a converted shipping container and power everything off solar and grow my food underground in hydroponics labs

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And only go out in my flamespitting mad max go karts

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>.>

schizo only need those to function because no one taught them to properly control it

That's incorrect

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i dont' mean to sound rude

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But I've had extended interaction with schizophrenics and there's no controlling hallucinations.

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Or paranoia.

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Or catatonia.

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managing it, and using CBT for sure

yeah then again, schizo is a large set of conditions

But there's just some shit that can't be mind gamed away.

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I fell in love with someone who was an undiagnosed schizophrenic

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I didn't even know bc I was so deep in the metaphysical shit it all just seemed..normal to me

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Some of it was delusional, but for the most part they got the picture and had the right idea

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Then some serious shit went down and they got institutionalized and medicated and...it just wasn't the same anymore

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they were the same person sure, but the medication took a lot of the glimmer out of their eyes and the fire out of them

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Not to mention completely fucked their third eye to shit.

ouchhhh

It was heartbreaking in many ways

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But I did get one thing out of it

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I'm not a fucking schizophrenic

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Always thought i was bc of metaphysical stuff.

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Nope. Just crazy in other, less institutionalizable ways

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yeah schizo is like, when it comes a lot more spontaneous (edited)

they told me one time about how a ufo broke through their window, an alien popped out and stuck its tongue out at them then flew away

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They told me they knew it was fake but it was so real they could reach out and touch it

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Seretonin is a hell of a drug

oh yeah. I'm also just gonna go ahead and like, post McKenna memes

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One of the most common medications, Abilify, only blocks two of the seretonin uptake inhibitors

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TWO

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And it fixes like, 90% of schizophrenias bullshit

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with aparently rampant gambling addiction as the only real side efffect

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>.> weird

lol, well that's mania I guess?

But it doesn't make you fat or sleep all the time

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Like olanzipine or whatever its called